me and baby went fishing at lake murray no luck but hey something got on my hook but it got away. first time at least something tried to eat my worm. lmao. me and baby then got our burritos!! i had a carneasada w/ bean and cheese OMG ! that shiet was BOMB !!! =0 had a surprise for babys first b day present, he thought we were going somewhere with his mommy! lmao he got soo excited. i took him to his favorite band MINUS THE BEAR !! first concert i went to and it was the most awesomes !!!! (: so fun. now i wanna see pinback!!! <3 <3 yeps then best thing ever happen like some bp champ came inside of me and just made shot after shot after shot!! weird… but fun !! and oh
i <3 you kevinuh nguyen !!! (: thanks for being hte fucking B.O.M.B
went to a symphony with baby for his music class, we gave a homeless some garlic bread (: i took baby to cerami cafe!! that was fun i made him a turtle and he made me a bumblee pig. kaka <3 then took him out to din din at the fishery. HALIBUT is YUMMY !!! came home dead tired slept from 10 to 7:30 am i havent had a great sleep till last night. thanks baby!! hope you enjoyed it.
““A girlfriend needs a boyfriend who will always have time to give her hugs and forehead kisses. Who can fix her favorite things. Who teaches her, she is important by stopping what he is doing just to watch her. Who will laugh at her and with her at all the right moments. Who does not mind when she steps on his shoes while dancing. A girlfriend needs a boyfriend to learn that when he says it will be okay soon, it will. To tell her that not all is hopeless even when she feels like it. To show her, how it feels to be loved unselfishly. A girlfriend needs a boyfriend to teach her that her value as a person is more than the way she looks. To give her a strong willful character. To feel whole and complete. To remind her of the comfort of being held near and feeling secure. Who will not punish her for her mistakes, but help her learn from them. To help her try again whenever she fails. To share with her, the wisdom she has not yet acquired. A girlfriend needs a boyfriend to calm her down when she is stressed by her challenges. Who will make sacrifices so she will not have to sacrifice. Who will influence her life, even when he is not with her. To show her to embrace her flaws. To teach her to stand up for herself. To hold her just because she wants to be held. To teach her to believe she deserves to be treated well. To protect her when she is not wise enough to protect herself. To teach her that forgiving is a natural thing to do. To teach her that she can forgive more than once. To teach her that respect is to be earned as he has earned hers. To teach her to preserve her dignity through difficult times. A girlfriend needs a boyfriend to teach her what it means to always be there. To be the safe spot, she can always run to. To be the standard which she will judge all men. So that when no one else is there for her, she can close her eyes and see him. To show her that true love is unconditional. A girlfriend needs a boyfriend so she will know what it is like to be someone’s favorite. To help her find her way in life. To join her journey when she is too afraid to walk alone. To pull her back when she is headed in the wrong direction. So she will have at least ONE HERO who won’t let her down. Who will let her know that while she may not be the center of someone else’s world, she is the center of his..” as well as it should be vise versa.”—credits to mmmposta
i’ve just figured it out, the perfect place so i can think quiet and allowed. think of things i’d want to say and things im scared of. my own bubble. i don’t need a little corner in my room. this place i can take anywhere. its just so simple … its all in my mind. i can scream all i want with no one hearing. but this tends to get bad at times. my own thinking can allow me to make mistakes. to make assumptions that i wish i hadn’t have. it may hurt the people around me, myself and especially the ones i love. i’ve yet learn how to control this thinking of mine. there is one way that it can be solved to just say it out and to get it solved. but knowing myself i would never unless i have the proof.
I gotta take a little time A little time to think things over I better read between the lines In case I need it when Im colder In my life there’s been heartache and pain I don’t know if I can face it again Cant stop now, Ive traveled so far To change this lonely life I wanna know what love is….. I want you to show me…… I wanna feel what love is….. I know you can show me…… i’m gonna take a little time A little time to look around me…. Ive got nowhere left to hide It looks like love has finally found me.