June 2010
20 posts
In my head: I need to get it off my chest →
I’ve been the type to say how I feel. I don’t really get mad, I just speak my mind in hopes that the person listening will understand.
Its always better to be honest. It not only makes you feel so much better but it improves or resolves the issue with the other person. You could be making a…
ahh this is the main problem that i have. everytime. i can never do it. even though i really...
these emotions, where are they coming from? what is going on? is it just a minor breakdown that every girl has once in a while? but it cant be ? there must be a reason to it. is it because i care way to much and im attached that i dont want to lose it. and so i just want the same little things back. help?
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the little things.
its the little things that matter to me most. i don’t care for big presents and the money you spend on me. the most important thing that gets to me is those little phone calls even though if it was just to tell me your home safe. just a goodnight/goodmorning. holding my hand everywhere we go, saying the words i love you. telling me im beautiful even on those days where i look like shiet....
soon i hope. (:
i really can’t wait anymore…. to when i have everything i’ve wanted & worked for. to have a house of my own. and a life of my own. my OWN freedom basically. i want to get out of this stage, leave this body where education is all that is needed. and onto the successful life that i’ve dreamt of all my life.
but till that day, i shall wait…. wait… & keep...
Gentle and kind you're on my mind. Sure and strong...
people need to learn how to fucking read SIGNS !!! when the open sign is OFF !!!….. uhhh…. it means that its NOT OPEN !! duh duh doh !!!!!!!!!!!!! STUPID !!!!!!
anywhos.. so work was fucking ridonkalous !!!!!!!!! now playing kings cup at chucks heezzzouse !!! when im suppose to be a good girl and be home, but there are times where i HAVE to break...
boobAy's birthday week ! (:
so lets see thursday night/ friday morning 12am. took baby to coronado to this little stage in the park with his favorite dessert a PAZZOKIE !! peanut butter of course yumm =) kaka. sang happy birthday. friday morning drove him to the birch aquarium then ate lunch at The Cottage in la jolla. it was pretty good-ish. dinner at PHILS BBQ. duh !!! where at but the best bbq place in SD =p...
he makes me feel like i can touch the sky,
the anxiety of being high,
allowing the fragile to be unbreakable.
the gold to my lemons.
he’s just the one.
cooked dinner;meatballs, salad, mac and cheese, bread and butter.
i bought some white wine, beringer , white zifindale.
movie;nopes time;nopes
happy 4 months !!! its crazy… CRAZY FUN!!!(: <3
my glass box.
i want...
beach !
jog.
chocolate covered strawberries!!
my boobay!
the wind
pom. juice!!
laughter
success
puppy!
smiles
baby gummy bears
ice cream!
my kevin nguyen!! <3
we were given...
2 hands to hold
2 eyes to see
2 ears to listen
2 legs to walk
but why only one heart?
because the other was given to someone else, for us to find. <3
Life...: things i look for in a guy pt. 2 →
is he down to explore? is he excited to travel the world with me? is he willing to go backpacking all the way to new york? is willing to experience exotic places and food? will he have the nerves to go skydiving, rock climbing, water rafting bungee jump with me? can we go on a hot air-balloon or…
exactly the PERFECT guy is what you just described. kaka there will be a guy like that out...
unorganized.
i feel the emptiness, lost, scared, troubled, worried.
but why?
i need to get my life together. everything is misplaced and scattered around. life cant go on like this if i want it to be my way.
to a new change (:
hard part. is when to get started and how? kaka
hold me & don't let me go.
Lay out underneath the starry sky with me. Lets let out all our inhibitions run free. Look up at the milkyway and make believe. We can really see Everything that’s in the sky. Stars, and birds, and planes that fly. And all the broken dreams. Hold on to me. Hold me close and hold me near. Breathe assurance in my ear. When you hold me I believe. That maybe love is all I need. Hold on to...
“Only some people get what they want. Those are the people who show up to get it.”
– Dianne Houston
i don’t understand… what is the need of that. but that’s not what hurts. its the fact that it’s being hidden. i would understand if it was being told.
